Sunday, December 11, 2011

In Transition in Maryland: A Moment of Reflection


Another key milestone is behind me, this weekend I moved from Philly to my Mom’s house (my temporary residence until I leave for South Africa in January).  It’s all so crazy and surreal.  I can’t believe that I am actually starting a company and traveling the world for the next three years! 

Coincidentally, when I turned 30 I was struggling with a feeling of “Now What!”  My childhood dreams of traveling to Africa and Paris, living in NYC, getting an MBA, working in Brand Management for a fortune 500 company had been accomplished.  A friend told me that if I had accomplished all of my dreams then I didn’t dream big enough.  I then created a dream board to capture my vision of my utopian future.  I have kept my dream board posted next to bed so it is the first and last thing I see everyday. I realized, as I was packing, amazingly I am now moving towards living my vision.  I reached back out to my friend to share this with him.  His response, “I am glad your dreams have caught up with your talent!” (things that make you go hhhhmmm…!)


Last week I celebrated my 34th birthday. I realized, at 34 I am unemployed, homeless/couch surfing/staying with my mother, single, and have no children.  Some would say that’s failing, but I think I am winning! My vision didn’t manifest itself in a shiny box with a bright red bow and I didn’t get here how or when I would have imagined…but where I am headed is truly what my heart desired and it came when I was ready for it.  The two songs below capture perfectly how I am feeling right now and are my theme songs for my 34th year of life (every hero needs theme music).  Enjoy! Dream big and be bold!




--Mei